The MisEducation of NiquieG.......

I am way more than what meets the eye! I am way more than what the naysayers say, I am way more than any box you choose to put me in! You may know my name but you don't know my story....

Been thru some things

           Today i've started reading Color Me Butterfly by L.Y. Marlow, it was recommended to me by my Sister. I've endured years of abuse (silently) at the hands of men, whether physical, emotional, or psychological. Those days are far behind me now; the chains that bonded me to them are now broken. I've avoided those types of relationship, however the changes i've been thru have damaged me more than anyone will know. It's time that I step out and learn to enjoy live. Starting from scratch i'm ready to rebild my self image and self esteem. It's a journey I embark on alone but it's been more than time to let go and move on.

Loosing Weight

           I'm 6'1 and I wear around a 12/14, where i'm from i'm "THICK"! I'm ready to be a bit slimmer I need to feel comfortable in my clothes. I want to go into a store and be able to find the clothes I like in my size and if my size doesn't fit (because of the cut) then I can go up a size. I'm just a snicker bar away from being plus sized. I don't have a set goal for weight or clothes size. I'll just know it when I get there.
          Loosing weight isn't my problem, keeping it off is. I am such a snacker I eat snacks over food all the time. I need to work on healthier lifelong eating habits. So yesterday I decided to work on healthier habits and my weightloss. I'll get on a scale on Saturday and use that as my known starting weight

these were taken on 10/15/2011